she arrived in my dream on time she said
have fun have so much fun because u are young and beautiful and healthy
your laughter is still loud enuf to awaken
your skin visible even under clothing
she insisted i should be a mystery to myself, an incredible question mark
i must follow every path i see simultaneously , i must have wild minds in my reach under beside and on top of me
i was worried and i cried to her
must i waste time on this when i should be freeing? what if i grow numb to pain, numb enuf to be numb to joy?
i said these puddles look unhealthy, will i come out triumphant? will my sunshine be secured...sacred
she answers me back every morning
u already house the world, u cultivate the dance, u must build your stereo to be broken
i grasped at her hand, i asked could i just accompany u please
i was holding my own hand
my muse